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well this was a busy weekend. since my brother and sister in law are breaking up boyfrined and i offered to take one of their dogs. her name is gracie and she is a 5 year old sheltie. sweet dog who moved in on friday night. winnie bullied her on friday but mellowed out the rest of the weekend. they get along for the most part with occasional snaps and growls. the cat is still not sure about the new dog and has been in her secret hideout ( the basement) alot but is slowly warming up to the newest addition.
i finished my taxes yeah for refund!!
other than that things are not good on the baby front. there is nothing going on actually. i really want this and boyfriend is so not in to it. we are at a stalemate. there is no point in going to the doctor. he has no insurance and no interest. i am ready to give up. if you don't hear from me for a while i am just trying to figure out what is next for us and how i give up the thing i have wanted the most. don't worry leaving him is not an option i just need time to adjust.