a baby shower first

i got DRUNK. not a little drunk, not dipsy, not even buzzed full on drunk. i blame a bottle of chardany. brought by my hubs uncle. now i am not a big wine drinker but i must say whatever i was drinking was really good. my sister in law got cool stuff and we all had a great time. the cake was adorable. the food yummy and the company even better. hubby drove and after trying the wine he was told that it was my turn to get drunk at the party and i did. i don't even remember the ride home. of course when the baby shower starts at 1pm and you finally beg your hubby to leave at 9pm it is ok to sleep all the way home and then crawl into bed and sleep until 7 am the next day. luckily for me i had the next day to recover.

baby shower blues

on saturday i am going to my sister in law's baby shower. i am still not pregnant so this is not something i am looking forward to.i am excited to have a new niece but would really prefer to be having one of my own. as far as where we stand well we are getting ready to start trying again. in sept i skipped my period and then for oct and most of novemeber flo came with a vengence. hanging around and making me miserable for weeks on end. going to the doctor was no help. since i am over 40 he recomemended seeing a fertility doc. ok for me but hubby is not working and does not have insurance so no tests for him. kind of a catch-22 for us. so i am looking for a new doctor and we are going to try again this month. wish me luck

is it summer yet??

did you know there are 19 weeks until memorial day weekend and the start of summer? yes i am counting. i really hate winter. i don't like being cold. i don't like snow. i hate getting up and driving to work in the dark. even worse also driving home in the dark. during the little bit of sun every day i am at work. i don't like ice. most of all i hate being tired all the time. spring is bad for me i am always tired then as well but that is more physical from the time change and the weather. winter tired is the it is cold and dark lets just hibernate until it is over tired. so how do you cope??